Let's escape to FIJI! (:

"This is life. This is our lives. How you choose to live it is up to you. But remember...there's far less time than there is opportunities."

-Corbin

As the days go by, I believe everything's getting better. Well, most things. I knew God would guide me through the rain, only to have a rainbow at the end :)

You know what's weird? I'm kind of feeling like me and someone close to me are growing apart! It's so sad and I feel totally helpless. It's like I've been replaced in a way. And it's not the greatest feeling in the world. It's almost like I can't even compare! I don't know...I'm sure it will go away soon.

I'm the kind of girl who believes there's beauty in everyone. Truly, I've never met anyone who doesn't have good in them. I think that's why it's so hard for me to leave people behind. I see the good in them and don't want to let that go.

I also believe...

People change so you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

I feel like doing something EXTRAORDINARY. Nothing normal, nothing redundant. But something exciting and completely unexpected!

I love you.

language fails.

I feel like I haven't written anything on here in years. Ha. It's been like a week?

Lately, I don't even know how to describe anything at all. Language fails in some cases. Like for instance, in explaining the constant hurtful people in my life. I've gone through whirlwinds the past couple of weeks. People making up complete lies about me...I will never understand. Never.

I am sorry if I offend you, but I would really like new people in my life. I'm just sick of everything and everyone. I find myself being so frustrated with everything. And I hate that feeling. The feeling of complete loss of control.

Today, I wish I could have just climbed under a rock and forgot about a lot of things.

I miss myself. The energetic, silly person that I enjoyed. I can be her. I see her come out sometimes, but only glimpses. It seems stress is taking over my life.

I read "The Notebook" in 1.5 days. That shows how much of a Nicholas Sparks addict I am.
I could've read it in one.

People: don't be the person who doesn't consider my feelings at all. Don't be that person.

I love you.