I wrote this freestyled kind of "poem", just thoughts mostly. I didn't do any editing or revising, changing words around to make sense, etc. It's just random thoughts and lines. They're important to me, though. Every single word makes me feel some sort of emotion.
Read it?
I wish on a shooting star with my arms crossed, and my eyes still wide.
I believe you'll unfold the note I wrote you, never crinkling it up inside.
All of my life, broken dreams destroyed and cracked at the seams.
My shattered image is staring back at me, and I hear the voice inside my head.
If only I had found a way to hide the steps I've taken.
Only we can know,
just where we're supposed to go.
I urge to remember the time, everything felt right.
Oh, selfish insecurities, breaking out of my mind.
These waves are just so strong, so much pressure pulling me down,
when all I want is to float on the surface of this cold ocean.
Seeing the docs that will welcome me with open arms.
The pensive arms swept over my face, sweet salty air, never missing one thing.
It gets harder to open my eyes.
The beginning is neccessary, and the end is hazy.
I still can't see past the fog that's lifting.
Precarious thoughts that fill my mind,
will you ever pull me out of this bind?
I'm starting to see there's hope for life even when there's not.
If this doesn't make sense, it's okay. I really don't expect it to paint a perfect picture. It's more for me.
Creativity is more important than wit. To me at least. Have a little bit of both.
I felt like endlessly walking last night, as tired as I was. I was past the point of sleeplessness. I was too tired to go to sleep, and too much was running through my mind to attempt to put them into dreams. I have to admit, Autumn is winning me over.
