leaves falling.

We all have different perspectives. Obviously. But seriously, we have to remember this. It's something that's so cliche but so easy to forget.
Also, why is it so easy to remember the bad things, yet so hard to remember the good? It's like something imprinted in our minds.

I've found answers to many problems I've been contemplating about lately. I can't believe it's all starting to make sense again, and slowly fall back into place. You know, like when the wind picks a leaf off their tree, causing it to slowly spiral down and then finally hit the ground?

It's like life.

Sometimes problems pick you up from your comfort zone, and send you on a whirlwind. But eventually, you will hit the ground, and know exactly why things happen.

That's a good analogy.

I like metaphors for life. Sometimes, ironically, they make so much more sense.

I love the fact that I have choices. If you haven't read my "choices" post, that probably doesn't make much sense. PLEASE read it! It's very important to me.

Have you noticed I now have a search bar? On the right hand side, close to the top. You can search any words that may be in my blog somewhere, or subjects I've written about. If you don't use it, fine. I don't really have a need for it. It's just a cool little gliche I thought I'd add. Ha.

Let's have a deep conversation. :)

god knows.

"Well if you ever need to get a hold of me for anything, if you are ever having a bad day either you can call me or you can message me."

Somehow this made me cry, and it's just what I needed to hear today.

the world is yours.

These broken walls fall down tonight,
For all the times we put up a fight.
These times are disappearing,
To a place of healing.
Everything we've ever stood for,
Drifts away like rubbish on the shore.
The love that vanished,
That lifts the fog from the mist.
The love that would slowly wane,
Possibly even take out pain.
But in the end,
it's no different than the flames,
I guess you could say,
Love is always the same.

So we meet again, dear reader.

If you know me well enough, know that I don't LOVE when people close to me hurt me. I HATE it. Don't confuse me with someone who will forget the pain you've caused me.

Right now, I CAN'T say I'm someone who can ignore your scrutiny. If you were someone I didn't love I would ignore it. Since you're so close to me, and you could do such things...this makes me so unbelievably ill.

I am trying to get through the fact that everyone eventually hurts you. I just wish some didn't do it intentionally. I feel this heavy weight on my chest that only time can heal. I'm asking you to pray about this entry, about me, and figuring things out involving this. And also, that these people I care about stop trying to hurt me.

If you did, thank you, it proves more than I'll ever be able to say.

I need to think. To evaluate some things.

lovelovelove.

the world is yours.

Choices

Hey, read my posts below...they're new! :)

I really feel like I have to say this:

You can have a wonderful life IF YOU CHOOSE TO. You can choose blessings or you can choose curses. By having a good perspective (through God) even through the worst situations will be turned into GOOD!
Today choose to be happy. Choose to be blessed. Choose not to have drama. Choose to be pain-free.

And I belive you will.

There isn't a tomorrow.

"When you forget who you are, you don't remember what's important."
-Corbin


Hello :)

I took a quiz, and my result said "you're a true dreamer at heart."
That's true.

Time is going by so much faster than I ever imagined, yet every moment seems to drag on. I'm wondering when things are going to get better. It's like a rollercoaster. I'm wondering why I kept this all bottled up inside of me... I believe in forever, so I'm holding on with both hands but sometimes my fingers start to slip. I need one person to grab my hand.

There isn't a tomorrow.
Remember that for me, and please, remind me every so often.

"You're never going to be alone,
from this moment on."
-Nickelback

I saw the book I've been wanting at target. "The Last Song" by, you guessed it, Nicholas Sparks. <3

Sometimes I wonder why God has put me in certain situations, but I know this all is happening for a reason. I really do love my life. I have struggles just like you though. Don't forget that.
Never say you miss being happy. Say, I used to be more happy than I am now, so how can I get more happy?
I've learned that.

I had one of those days where people's opinions mean nothing. Okay so I guess I'm usually like that. But today, I just felt as if nothing anyone could say would hurt me. It's wonderful.

People who hurt others on purpose are overrated. Don't be that person. Don't be the victim.

CONTROL YOUR DESTINY.

Live faster, live stronger.

I see myself changing before my eyes. I guess you probably won't see the changes I've made recently. It's not visible change. I can't tell if it's for the better or for the worse. I guess only time will tell.

Live faster, live stronger.
I love to live. I love to breathe, to laugh. I can't imagine my life without the people I've come to know.
I've been through things that I've never mentioned to anyone, and I always seem to get through. This happens with God and my family and select friends. If you have God in your life and have faith he'll help you get through anything, YOU WILL! I'm living proof :)
I look up to people who smile through pain.
I don't have any huge problems in my life, but I always try to smile along the way, whenever there's bumps along my way (there always will be).

Advice: avoid disaster at all costs.