don't forget me.

I miss my past; and the people in it. I'm moving forward, and the memories are being left behind...

More memories are being made.

And that alone, takes my breath away.

Overall, I'm happy. And boy, am I hapy to say that! 2009, I will be missing you. This year, I have learned SO much. And grew up a lot. Almost 17 years have gone by in this life, and all I have is gratitude. I have met so many amazing people. I have lost people, too.

My new years resolutions:

-Take road test to get license if not already done

-Volunteer

-Look for a job

-Meet new people

I get lost in music all the time. It makes me feel...infinite.

I'm listening to Making April right now, and amazing band that makes me feel like I'm flying.

Here's some of the lyrics that I can relate to totally.

I've been told to remember
Keep your lemur eyes wide
Someday you'll make a life of this
So carry on, carry on
But i've become so offenseless
Despite these weapons i bear
Have we toned up our finest
Or did we take this

Too Far down
The road you know i'm scared to go down
I'm waking up anxious to lay back down
'Cause all i can do here is wait
Just wait, i'll hurry up and wait

Well i can't read her expression
'Cause man this vixen she's sly
As she keeps me suspended
I've lost all control of this flight
Hiiii yeaaahhh yeaaahhh
We've ravaged our chances to shine
Would you take what i'm giving to you or did i take this
Did we take this

Too far down
The road you know i'm scared to go down
I'm waking up anxious to lay back down
'Cause all i can do here is wait, just you wait
[Hurry Up And Wait Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]

So have it your way
I know you'll be watching with gallant eyes
As we shake the wreckage
And break from these hauntingly silent niiiiiights
Break from these silent nights
Will this take forever?
We might have a shot if we'd stray
But what's another day

Of hurry up and wait
Hurry up and wait
Hurry up and waaaaait
It's all that you can do now

Ah. Love <3