everyone is running from something.

I am completely unaware of a lot of things,

let me just say that.

Well, I've been listening to acoustic/indie music and I feel so odd after I do. I don't know, it gives me this weird feeling on top of how I'm feeling now. Hmm.

I realized I need explanations for everything. I don't want to simply hear what you're saying, I want to know WHY you're saying it. The feelings behind it; the reasoning.

-I want to be the brightest firefly in your jar.

Is this true? I think everyone has something they're running from or trying to escape from. Some sort of fear. I guess I have things I'm running from as well. Well, I believe sometimes we shouldn't run away from the things we are afraid of, but face them, because sometimes the things we are most afraid of are the things we need most in our lives.

I believe that.

--> I have a lot of pictures, and this one is probably my favorite. I love it so much. <--

I HATE being ignored, and that is how I'm feeling. I'm having one of those "depressed" days. Ahh, let's not go that far. I'm just not having the best emotional day. I have reasons though. I always do. People are disappointing me, and letting me down. I need people so much at times, and it seems like that's when they leave, when I need them the most.

All you have to do to be significant to me is love me, make me laugh, show me you care, and be here for me.

Is there more people out there who hold these qualities? I need to know these sort of people exist out there. I need to know I'm not absent of this. And I'm not.

I feel like I'm writing a novel of a blog right now.

Well, I have to say...I had a few views on my blog lately and it makes Corbin pretty happy :) I just feel like I have a lot to say, and I like being able to write my thoughts. I'm not coy about people knowing what I'm thinking.

Ohh... just FYI, the comments on my posts do not show up, so if you would like to leave a comment, that would be great, but they don't go on my blog publicly.

I wish I was there ^

lovelovelove.