at the end of my life, i want to know i'm remembered. i want to know that i brought smiles to people's faces. i want to touch people's hearts. it's sort of scary to think about how much better i could be. i'm working on that. yes, i believe i'm a good person. i really do. but i could be much better. couldn't we all? right now, i really am trying to improve myself.
all i know is, i don't want to have a "normal" life. i don't want to go unknown. i want to do amazing things, and i will. i DO want a job, a house, and a family. but that's not all my life is going to consist of.
please, doubt this, and i'll prove you wrong. not specifically you, dear reader, but anyone who has doubts in me... if i don't doubt myself, there's no way i can fail.
if SOMEHOW, or someway, i can touch just ONE person, i can die happy. if i can look back and know that i helped someone, then i'll know that just maybe somewhere long this long road called life, i did something at least a bit right.
currently listening to: we did this to myself, the apathy eulogy
i'm hoping to attend a concert or two sometime soon. at least within the next couple of months.
this summer is going to be amazing, i can feel it. i can't believe that it's my last summer of high school. i just realized that, and i was shocked. i didn't think it would go by so fast. i never really pictured myself being 17. under the age of...oh, about 15...i never understood the expression "it feels like it was just yesterday".
but now, i do.
and it's true.
love.love.love.
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