before you ask which way to go remember where you've been,

each day is a gift and not a given right.
leave your fears behind.

take the path less traveled by.

We don't always have second chances in life, and I like that. Even though it changes the dynamic of everything, I can appreciate that. It makes me more determined in a sense. To do things right the first time.


I love reminiscing. Just daydreaming. I love thinking about memories and my future. Why do my thoughts take me so far?
I like the feeling of summer. I can never explain what it means to me. Even thinking of it, this feeling rushes over me.

I want someone to believe in.
I want to make those memories that you can never get back. Where nothing could ever compare. <3


I guess I do try to hide pain. I love my life, I'm proud of where I am but you know, I do get hurt sometimes too. I can't promise tears will never exist, though I prefer a smile at all times :)


I'm starting to view life very differently. I can see the possibilities so clearly now. I knew they existed before, just a fog covered them, making it hard to see and hard to reach.

I've learned not to run from who I am or who I'm capable of being. It's like running from lions (which is the song I'm listening to). You can run and run, but after a while, they'll catch up to you. And then you'd wish you would have stayed still and just lived in the moment. Instead of running away from all of your issues. I like that analogy.

I like snowdays. Though I don't actually like "snow days". Meaning, I don't like days where there's a lot of snow. BUT I like not having to go to school. Make sense? I'm really getting into movie making and editing. Which I always kind of have been. But the editing process is something I like.

-I depend on lists too much.

the ocean enthralls me. so much. honestly, that's what i think about when i want to relax, or get that feeling of being infinite.

how i'm feeling: realizing a lot of things, rested, prepared, excited, nervous.

--> it's good after all.

"take a second to set things straight, and you'll be safe from the world around you. dedication takes a lifetime. but dreams only last for a night."

what's for sure: i'm not like the rest. i'm aware of this. and proud to say it...

goodnight. ♥