I can't guarantee I'm not going to fall sometimes. I'm here to laugh, but I can't say tears will never exist. But I can tell you, I will leave a mark on this earth. I will change something. 
I feel such a sense of relief. Repairing relationships is something I'm focused on.
Currently listening to: Dreaming of this, Jamestown Story
It's been a while since I completely broke down, and I'm happy to say that. Sometimes crying feels so good. It lets everything go. Sometimes I don't even know why I'm crying, but I feel better afterwards. It's a feeling that's like no emotion. Or perhaps too many emotions? I'm not sure. I start to think about life. About the bad and good things I've experienced. And everything is so beautiful, so perfect. I don't see the negative things anymore. I avoid disaster. I don't feel completely lost anymore. I'm glad I was lost, now looking back, because sometimes we have to be lost to be found. And then everything was worth the pain.
Don't mistake me for someone who will let you go when you need me the most. If you reach out your hand, I will grab it. But I can't force anything.
I am feeling such a sense of relief. Yesterday I resolved a problem I've been holding onto, and it feels better. A person I care about was sort of distraught, and it made me feel their pain. I feel I helped them, and that's what I live for.
I've spent too much time wondering and contemplating on situations, and I've learned not to do that. I'm just living my life and taking things as it comes, and hoping for the best.
Today should be fun. A few plans :)
love forever. ♥
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