I feel like I haven't written anything on here in years. Ha. It's been like a week?Lately, I don't even know how to describe anything at all. Language fails in some cases. Like for instance, in explaining the constant hurtful people in my life. I've gone through whirlwinds the past couple of weeks. People making up complete lies about me...I will never understand. Never.
I am sorry if I offend you, but I would really like new people in my life. I'm just sick of everything and everyone. I find myself being so frustrated with everything. And I hate that feeling. The feeling of complete loss of control.
Today, I wish I could have just climbed under a rock and forgot about a lot of things.
I miss myself. The energetic, silly person that I enjoyed. I can be her. I see her come out sometimes, but only glimpses. It seems stress is taking over my life.
I read "The Notebook" in 1.5 days. That shows how much of a Nicholas Sparks addict I am.
I could've read it in one.
People: don't be the person who doesn't consider my feelings at all. Don't be that person.
I love you.
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