imagination...

One day at a time; that's what I'm trying to do. It gets so easy sometimes, life I mean. But it also gets sooo hard.

I was thinking last night, as I layed restlessly...thoughts that you only could think when you're real sleepy. Things that don't exist but are so easy to imagine. Lightning bugs danced around me, field weeds swayed back and forth; and for a moment, I wasn't in my bed. I was lying on a pond in the middle of a forest, with nothing but the cool breeze to disturb me.

If I could make myself believe anything, I'd make myself believe that magical places actually exist. However, I don't believe you can force yourself to believe anything. Don't you miss that sweet innocence of being a small child, with the world at your fingertips...with anything possible in your mind? Don't you miss that feeling of fairy tales?

We're reminded daily of the REALITY of our world, but we should stop and just DREAM.
A very wise person once said, "Imagination is more important than knowledge."

HOW EXACTLY LIFE GOES
I've been dying to leave this place,
with the small thin grin on my face.
We danced around our dreams,
Watched flowers grow from seeds.
These bombs somehow knew exactly when to go off,
And that's when we knew all the ways we lost.
From our fingertips, our lives will touch
your fingertips, and with your hand in mine,
our lives will know just when to clutch.
A simple raindrop falling from the sky,
A simple word that means goodbye.
From the grass that grows
and the wind that blows,
This is how we'll know
how exactly life goes.

i wrote this with inspiration in mind, for whoever/whatever has inspired me in this life, thank you, because of you...i'll never be the same.