A leopard's spots.

Not everyone realizes the meaning of life. I really feel bad for them. Living their life worrying and stressing. If you take a step back and look at everything, you'll truly see... everything really is OKAY. I myself am can be like that sometimes. Everyone can.

I have an issue. Many actually. I care about every person to the fullest extent when I get to know them. I know what you're thinking. "Corbin, how could that be an issue?"
Let me tell you, it actually creates heartbreak. Not all the time. When I really love someone, I really love them. I would do anything to see them smile. And then when they hurt you, like most people end up doing, your world crashes down.
Wouldn't it be so much easier to be detached and not have any expectations for people? Then they really couldn't let you down.

I need to work on that. Although, I'm not going to stop caring for anyone. You can't change a leopard's spots. I just need to work on my fears of people hurting me and letting me down. Obviously there's a reason I feel this way. Maybe past experiences.

One thing I know...I'm NOT going to be that girl who has trust issues. I can't. And I won't.
Like I've said before...
I won't spend my life jaded.

Scroll down & read my other post from today :) Yes, I changed my layout!!


Oh, don't let me walk away from the love I've never felt.
For everything you say somehow makes my heart melt.

How I could live for the rainy days when everything just seems to go your way.